surprise, Eyes

I was reading over my responses to the yoga questionnaire this evening and was caught off guard to feel the tears come a welling-up. I realize that I have wanted this experience for a long time, but have somehow not allowed myself to accept, or have it. Perhaps part of it is because I know that once the door has been opened and the threshold crossed, there's no turning back. Perhaps it's because I'm accepting the truth of my responses. I dunno. But, I'm pretty sure I'll find out.